Chapter 25

Sorry I haven't posted in  a while but the blog is ending soon and I will try to finish it as quickly as possible in the next two weeks xx

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Its been a month since I talked to Majed and I was back home. I don't miss him as much as I thought I would. I put " At the Baqala " on my pm on BBM and got dressed to walk to it. When I left I saw Ahmed there as if he was waiting for me. I tried so hard to ignore him but I couldn't. I turned to look at him and he waved and smiled at me. I smiled back and waved. As I got to the end of the path to the road, Ahmed came out onto the road infront of me. He opened up his arms to me and I leaned it. He held me tight for over 2 minutes until we realised where we were.

For those who haven't guessed already, we are in a relationship.

He let go suddenly and whispered " A7biich " in my ear. I blushed like crazy and he pinched my cheeks. I told him I would meet him in his living room with food and a movie. I went to the baqala & got us those ring cheese chips - MY FAV! - popcorn, galaxy, some 7up, more chocolates and sweets and finally redbull. I knew it was going to be a great night. I walked back to his house and just walked in. ( I was allowed to as I was considered part of the family:$ . Um Ahmed treated me like her daughter). I made my way to the living room and saw him in his a&f shorts and a t-shirt. I put the movie on and sat next to him. I got a bowl from the kitchen and put the chips inside & another with the popcorn. We were sitting really close to eachother and I suddenly felt his hand on my shoulder. He pulled me closer so I was resting on him. I could feel his heart beating very fast. He was nervous!!! I just love how all the little things are actually huge things. I feel like he's my soul mate. I honestly did love him, more than anyone could imagine. He always lights up my world and can change my mood so quickly. I love being around him.

The movie finished and I had to leave. As usual, he hugged me for over 2 minutes. While we we were hugging,

His mum: SHTSWOOON??!!

He quickly let go and was speechless. He tried to rg3 the salfa bs y3ny he failed

Ahmed: Uhhh la Yuma bs y3ny she tripped fa I helped her up tdreen oo chnna 3wrt her leg fa sa3dt.ha.

Um Ahmed: Ahaa salamat Jenanooo

Shockingly she believed it and she left the room. I just looked at him and burst out laughing.

Jenan: Mn9jiiik???!!! I tripped y3ny you couldn’t have thought of anything better? Ashkra she doesn’t believe you.

Ahmed went to the door and locked it and then swept me off my feet. I was screaming and kicking him and he was twirling me around and lunged into a kiss. The rush I got when he did was so thrilling. He looked deep into my eyes and I smiled. I could feel my cheeks burning up.

Ahmed: Lil7ain tst7een mnyy? 7ilfay?

Jenan: Haha ahmed chuuuuuuuuub!!!

Ahmed: Sorry sorry ha wanna go out?

Jenan: Sure. 9ij msht.hya Pinkberry

Ahmed: Bs 3shaniich -.-‘

So I left his house and hopped into his silver FJ. He started the engine and reversed out. I couldn’t help but keep staring at him and smiling. He looked at me and smiled back and then kept his eyes on the road. It took about 10 minutes and we arrived. The good thing was that it wasn’t za7ma. We walked into Pinkberry hand in hand. This girl and guy were staring at us and giving us dirty looks which made no sense cz they were doing the same. After we ordered 1 large cup to share, we sat down. Suddenly Majed walked in with these to b****es on each arm.  It disgusted me  seeing him like this. I could tell he wasn’t happy but put a smile on his face just for show. I made sure he didn’t see me looking at him and turned to talk to Ahmed. After he ordered for them they passed our table and one of the girls said

Girl 1: Woiii Majuudii shufha. Wai3 sij ga7pa .

Girl 2: Eee wai3 shno hatha

Majed looked over to the table with a disgusted on his face and when he noticed it was me his expression changed. It changed to hatred especially when he saw that I was holding Ahmed’s hand.

Majed: Haha ee wai3

I was PISSED. Ahmed kept telling me to calm down but I couldn’t. WTF!!! He seriously annoyed me. I got up and made sure Ahmed wouldn’t interrupt.

Jenan: N3m? 5aaiiir? Laysh t6al3ny chthy? Oo intaw *I looked at both of the girls* shufow nfskm awl b3dain gulow innee “ga7pa” 3la gooltkum. 9iij mu mtrbeeeen 3dl!

Majed: Hey inta latklmeenhum chthy tra ma artha 3laihm

Jenan: Mn mta inta chthy ya Majed. 3umrii ma sm3tk tgul chthy 7gii lma knt at.hawsh m3a l nas. Shd3wa your bitches are more important?

I  couldn’t help but laugh. He looked at me from top to bottom.

Majed: Ana a7ibhum oo they love me. You broke up with me remember ;) Intay MALICH SH3’L FEENY IL7AIN!!! Yalla imshaw

Girl 2: Laish you waste your time m3a hathy? Wai3

They left and I went back to my seat. I knew Ahmed was pissed at me but I couldn’t take it. Ahmed told me to get up so we can leave and I did. We got back in the car and I could hear him breathing fast. I knew what was coming.

Chapter 24

Guys im so sorry for the late post bs i havent had my laptop for a while.
Anyway I hope you enjoy the post :D I tried to make it long ;p Sorry if it didnt work xx
This will be the last TRUE post because everything that happened after this is waaaay too personal. So the next few posts will be FICTIONAL.
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Khaled: Jenan I have to tell you something. I didn’t want to see you get hurt when you find out from someone else. Since we are so close I need to tell you.

Whats he going on about. Something must be up. Oh God, please don’t scare me like this :O

Jenan: Uuum yea okay gouly.

Khaled: Jenan a7biich and you know I do…

F*** F*** !! What’s going on???!

Khaled: Oo abeech you be happy with the right person. I care about you a lot oo mabeech tz3leen mny when I tell you this. Bs…

Bs what?!

Khaled: Bs.. Majed is cheating on you

It was like I was driving so fast on a long road and it suddenly ended, making me brake hard. I was in shock.

Khaled: Madry 7sait it is better for me to tell you than you finding out some other way. Walla asfa L

Jenan: Majed? Cheating on me? After a year and a bit? How long was this going on for?

By then I was tearing up. I tried taking my skates off and Khaled helped.

Khaled: Meet me outside and agoulich kil shay oo itha ma tbeen a7d yshufna t3aly syarti

He left and I got everything ready to leave. I got my b6aqa back and my bag in my hand. I looked for Khaled’s silver FJ with the police sticker on the window and back. I heard him beep and I went towards the car. I wasn’t afraid of going into the car with him because he was faithful to his girl and he wouldn’t do anything to hurt her. He unlocked the doors and I got in. It smelled of cigarette smoke but there was a hint of a girls perfume. I knew it was hers. He locked the car when I was in. He was driving just to go anywhere instead of being parked.

Jenan: Yulla answer me.

Khaled: It’s been 6 months.

That’s why we began to fight im sure of it. It was probably when he found that girl.

Jenan: Inzayn Khaled laysh ma gltly mn gbl. I thought you were my best friend

Khaled: Im sorry bs I was his best friend too you know. I promised him I wouldn’t tell you.

Jenan: What do you mean was? You guys don’t talk?

Khaled: After he told me I was in shock and I didn’t want him to continue being like this. So I stopped talking to him.

Jenan: Oh….

I was speechless. I couldn’t believe Majed was like that. He seemed so innocent and made me believe every word.

Khaled: Jenan la tt.thaygaiin. 9dgeeny he’s not worth it. If he can’t be happy with a girl like you there is something wrong with him. Mashalla Jenan you are amazing. Mo ga3da agul you are perfect bs y3ny akeed you have done something wrong in your life oo im not judging but I’m just saying you are 100000 times better than him and shouldn’t waste your time and brain on a guy like that.

That just put a sudden smile to my face knowing that there are people who will do anything to see me smile.

Khaled: Eee that’s how I want to see you. Yalla nriid? Wanna skate and get your mind off things? Walla I’ll make sure he isn’t there.

Jenan: Mmmm yalla ok.  Walla Khaled I cant thank you enough. 9jj 9ijj you are amazing Oo walla a7biik wayiid. You are the best brotha from anatha matha (I said in a gangster kinda way).

Khaled: Hahaaaaa la laaa Janooon tkfa don’t ever say that again

Jenan: Ok ok

We both couldn’t help but laugh until we reached the ice skating rink. I walked in with Khaled and he paid for both our tickets. I got my skates on and quickly went on the ice. It felt great. My mind was completely blank. There was a cold breeze and I felt like I was on the clouds until Khaled purposely bumped into me and made me fall. After that I was trying to chase him but he has been skating longer so yea he’s better.

After the session was done I decided to go straight home without hanging around. I said bye to Khaled and when I got home I slept. I tried to keep Majed out of my mind and I kind of did until he sent me a text.

Majed: 7uby  I’m sorry I had to leave mbchr bs family problems you know.

What a BIG FAT LIE.

Jenan: Mmm family probs wla girlfriend issues ;) I know about her btw.

12 mins past

Jenan: You still with her? Well have fun “gulbi”  :D

Majed: Intay wa7da mal kaf. Shlon tklmeeny chthy? Shlon tfkreen a5oonich ha?

Jenan: Hahaaa ;p Mal kaf? Thanks buddy. T9dgg bs ilyowm fkrt feeha and boy was I wrong about you Majed.

Majed: Yalla yalla ru7ay maby ashufich wla aby aklmich. Oo 3la fkra you lost a guy who really loved you and cared for you and didn’t cheat on youJ

LOL I couldn’t believe my eyes. Mo mn9ja hatha. He thinks that is being manly. Some guys these days are just so hilarious.

I captured our convo and sent it to Khaled. He just said how childish he was being and sent me a convo between Majed and this girl. Khaled told me that’s the girl he had been dating. The convo went like this:

Majed: 7yatii abeech intay ymii il7ain ga3da 3la 7thny oo abusiich

Katkoota 7lwa(Her BBM name): Woiiii 7uubii Majuuuudiiiiiiii chan zain. Shrayiik aklm l sayig y6l3ny il7ain? 3ady 3ady?

Majed: Ya b3d 3umrii intay yalla t3aly na6rtiich b sh8ty

Katkoota 7lwa: Ok 7uby. A7biiiikkkk :D :D <3 <3

*End of convo*

WAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII3 is all I could think of. Mn mta he is like this?

Jenan: Khaled WTF mn mta Majed chthy :s

Khaled: Trra hathy she changed him. Walla lma shfta I was shocked ma 9dgt uhwa.

Jenan: Jad waii3. 5ls forget about him ;p Bdzla the pic trra ;)

Khaled: Eeee zain tsweeen :D

So I went to the message between me and Majed

*Picture sent*

Jenan: Walla 9dgt klamiik “Majuuudiiiiiiiiii” xx

I blocked his number and felt so much better.

Just a little bit of advice.....

Girls: You should be careful with who you love. Honestly, dont love before marriage cz its not worth it. A guy can play on you and make you believe every word he said when it isn't even true. Take it from me and my experience. Like they say : IF YOU AREN'T HAPPY SINGLE, YOU WON'T BE HAPPY IN A RELATIONSHIP. YOU SHOULD LOVE YOURSELF AND BE HAPPY LOVING YOURSELF BEFORE SOMEONE ELSE LOVES YOU. (Or something like that) :D
BTW: Your masacara is too expensive to cry over a guy xx (Keep that in mind)

Guys: Im not saying all of you are the same but what you do to a girl shows the man you are. If you treat her like shit it shows how unmanly you are. If you love her with all your heart you will wait for her. NEVER EVER EVER FORCE A GIRL TO DO SOMETHING SHE DOESNT WANT TO.

Chapter 23

These next posts are 1 year later so dont get confused ;p
Sorry it's short xx

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My thoughts ( Jenan's )

He always made me laugh and smile. When I see him, he smiles too showing his dimples. I thought this was going to last till forever. I thought our relationship was perfect and everyone used to always say we made such a cute couple and were perfect for each other. We would always be hand in hand skating or just walking. Every time a guy said hi to me and I smiled, he would squeeze my hand, which meant “ Bss.. Tdreen a3’aaar “. Most of the time I would do it on purpose. Just smile at a guy and watch his reaction. He once nearly got in a fight with a guy who smiled back at me. But I told him to calm down. It was cute. Everything about him was cute. Everyone in skate knew about us so they knew to back off me. They all knew what Majed was capable of. He once beat up a guy for giving me his number. I felt so bad. People always talked about us. Every time I was alone they would always ask about us and see how our relationship was going. Every single time it was a different answer because every day with him is something different. Most girls at skate hated me because we were together and were jelous. They would always try and flirt with him bs ma y36eehm wayh which pissed them off even more. But I think that’s what changed us. Girls were jelous of our relationship.

A year later – Summer ‘11

Nothing much has changed. We still have our late night talks and laughs. Our relationship was growing and we were happier than ever. It was summer and every one in my family travelled. It was just me & Dalal alone at home. We decided to go skating because we knew Majed and 3li would be there. When we arrived it was 4 and the session started at 4:30. So we had 30 minutes to spare. I got in his other car – the racing one, which was a pimped out Mustang. It was blue( because it was my favourite colour ) with a green stripe ( it was his favourite colour ). He had my initials on the back of the car which I found adorable. It was like our routine sitting in the car together. We talked and talked until it was time to go in. He told me we could stay just another half hour because he wanted to be with me. I loved how he sweet talked me all the time, it would always make me smile no matter how much of a bad mood I was in. I loved him and I couldn’t wait for us to get married.

Jenan: Majed mtta ntzwj? I want you to be mine oo 5las a7iis I cant wait much longer.

Majed: 7yaty awl ma tt5rjain I will marry you 7ta itha ahliich ygoloon la2. ANA ABEEEEEECH KAIIIFY!

Jenan: Ufff bsss la tsr5!! Bs enshalla yrthoon;*

He kissed my hand and cheek again and again. He asked me:

Majed: 7uby, mtta agdr abuusiich?

Jenan: Itha you mean make out, we wont until we get married.

Majed: 7yaty yalla please bs mrra, Oo mo laziim make out. 7ta lw bs a kiss

Jenan: Mmm madry,  maybe later.

Majed: Jnouun we’ve been together for more than a year. Why cant we ?

He checked his phone. This began to turn into a fight. It was the first time in months that we fought. I couldn’t  believe it. It was going to turn into something bad and we were just going to end it. 6 months ago we had a fight and it was bad. We didn’t talk for 2 and a half weeks. I couldn’t bear it so I called him and we talked it through and everything was ok. But now, it was different. It showed the anger and sadness in his eyes. Was he going to cry? No way. He was silent for a moment and then…

Majed: Jenan 6l3ay brra Oo go inside. Ana ma ra7 adiish. Im going home

Jenan: Majed please lat9eiir chthy. Baby this is for your own good.

He was trying to stay calm.

Majed: Jenan sm3ay klamy wla 9ij b9eiir shay oo I don’t want it to.

He looked at his phone, typed something and I left. I heard his loud engine fade down the road. Why? Why did he do this. We could have made up or something. How does he expect me to go skating when im in a state like this. I pretty much knew everyone in skate so I said hi  to everyone and went to put my skates on. My mum got me new skates. I already had hockey skates but she got figure skates. They were white and I got bright green and pink laces to mix. Every time I’d go skating, I’d bring alternate. As I was putting them on, Majed’s best friend came to me. His name was Khaled. We were best friends too. We laughed together and were out together, sometimes with Majed sometimes without. But I knew Majed didn’t mind because Khaled was already in a relationship and he was very trustworthy.

Khaled: Jenan I have to tell you something. I didn’t want to see you get hurt when you find out from someone else. Since we are so close I need to tell you.

Chapter 22

Sorry I haven't been posting for ages. But this is coming to an end soon because well, I can't remember stuff that happened 2 yrs ago that well. So after this chapter, I'm starting on more recent events.
@GGGoneWild

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The next day I woke up at 1 pm. I was still really tired but I had to go eat lunch with the family and they were all there. I quickly took a shower and got dressed and put a bit of makeup on and went downstairs only to find Abdulla sitting and the only free seat next to him on the dinner table. Dalal was next to the free chair and I told her to move over to the next seat but she just shook her head so I had no choice. I sat down and completely ignored him. I could feel him shaking his leg nervously and I had an urge to just smack him but I couldn’t. I just tried to ignore it.

We finished lunch and I went straight to my room. Dalal came up and told me that Abdulla told her everything and she was sorry. Well she had nothing to be sorry for. I told her to leave and called Majed.

Majed: Hmmm shloon l 7uuuub?

Jenan: Im ok

Majed: Shfeech? Janoon something is wrong. Guleely

Jenan: Mmm its just 3bood

Majed: Laysh shfee? What did he do?

So I told him everything and well he got pissed.

Jenan: Majed 5las bs forget about it. Im not talking to him anymore anyway. Mala da3y tswy shay

Majed: Jenan shko yguliich chthy? He knows how much we love each other shno y3ny he wants to ruin our relationship? Ma ygdr u9ln bs shko he tries

Jenan: Baby 5ls calm down. Everything will be fine

We spent another hour talking and then he told me he had to go because his mum wanted him to take her out so we hung up and I went to sleep. That night I had a weird dream. Me and Majed were out on the beach holding hands and then he made me a picnic and he turned around to get the basket and when he faced me it was Ahmed. Why was I dreaming of him? It made no sense. I don’t love him, I love Majed. It was surprising. I woke up with a big jump and noticed I was sweating. I decided to take a warm bath with lots of bubble bath. I needed to get my mind of stuff and clear it. I spent 2 hours in there and my hands were full of wrinkles and made me look old. When I was kid we used to always call each other old if we had wrinkles like that. We always found it so funny.

When I got out and dried my hair and did everything blah blah blah… I heard my phone vibrate. I knew who it was so I answered straight away

Jenan: Heeey baby

Ahmed: Uuugh shno?

Jenan: Oh im so sorry walla bl 3’l6 3baly you were Majed

Ahmed: Ahaa I was wondering why you called me that.

Jenan: Hahaha. So umm what did you want?

Ahmed: La I wanted to check up on you. Just in case you know

Jenan: Yeaa im great. Thanks for checking up.

Ahmed: Ashwa. You’re welcome

Jenan: So how are you?

Ahmed: Im ok . Anyway janoon b3’ayt as2liich shay

Jenan: Eee ask me anything

Ahmed: Uuuum wanna come to my house for lunch? Umi galt mn zman mo shayfeenich

Jenan: Yea sure :D That would be great. Tomorrow ok?

Ahmed: Yea ok  see you tomorrow 3yl

Jenan: Ok see you . Bye

I hung up and ran downstairs asking my mum if I could go for lunch at our neighbours & akeed she said yes. So I ran back to my room and got dressed so I could go skating. I called Majed to come pick me and my sister up as soon as he could. I got dressed into my pink GAP hoodie with black writing and black jeggings. As soon as I finished applying my makeup he was downstairs so I told my mum I was going skating and left. Obviously, I sat in the front and Dalal sat at the back. Since skate was pretty much 4 mins away we got there quickly. But to me, it was 4 mins in heaven. 

Chapter 21

Sorry i havent been posting often bs i have to time as I am travelled.
But I promise when I get back 4 posts wrra b3th :D

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Abdulla: Jenan, a7biich walla I do. Ma tdreen shkthr I think about you, I want you to be mine and never go. Jenan walla walla walla a7biich ma tdreen shkthr. Ever since we were kids I had a crush on you bs ana 3baly bs kiddy love. Bs now I’ve realised it is true love. Jenan please give me a chance. I promise I won’t ever do anything you don’t want to. Please, I’m begging you L Jenan answer me say anything just anything. 7ta if you breathe deeply bs let me hear something.

Jenan: Uuuum….

Ok why isn’t she answering! Janoon say something please!

Jenan: 3bood shguuliik y3ny? Arid 3laik Oo agul I love you too? Bs I don’t love you in that way Oo you know I love Majed. Oo trust me you can find a girl a million times better than me. Trust me you can.

Abdulla: Bs Jenan ana maby 3’airich! I want you and only you. & don’t worry you will be mine :D Bs n6ray a month Oo you will be all mine!!!!!

Jenan: 3bood leave me alone (: Bye

She hung up! Why?! Ugghh why did I have to do that?

Jenan’s POV

Wai3 :S WTF does he mean by that! Walla he was the best cousin I ever had and now he’s scaring me. I have no choice but to call Ahmed to pick me up. Its been ages since ive spoken to him but I have no other choice. I wont call Majed or he will kill me. What if he doesn’t even answer?

Calling: A7med

1 ring

2 rings

3 rings

4 rings… and he answered

Ahmed: Aloo?

Jenan: Ahmed I need your help please

Ahmed: Mako hello shloonik sh5barik?

Jenan: This is serious! Please ahmed

Ahmed: Ok im sorry! Wainich?

Jenan: Please pick me up from my cousin 3bood’s house. Please please please

Ahmed: Ok enshalla 10 mins oo ow9l

Jenan: Ok please hurry

Ahmed: enshalla. See you xx

I hung up. I couldn’t wait for him to come. I needed him NOW! 3bood kept knocking on the door time and time again. I ignored. I did not want to talk to him.

Exactly 10 minutes past and I felt my phone vibrate. Abdulla was still knocking so I had to climb out the window. I texted Ahmed and told him I was going to jump out the window and he called me an idiot! But I had to do it. I jumped out the window and fell into Ahmed’s arms. I fell on top of him because well I’m heavy. He got up and carried me to the car. I got it and he raced off. I told Ahmed to just drive and not really go anywhere for atleast an hour. After 20 mins 3bood was calling me and I kept ignoring his calls. I couldn’t stand him. The whole hour of driving was silent. I didn’t know what to talk to talk about. At the end of that hour, he spoke.

Ahmed: Wanna go home? Wla continue

I replied with one word

Jenan: Continue

He shrugged and continued. I was thinking about what to tell him. I was speechless. Finally I decided to speak.

Jenan: umm Ahmed

Ahmed: Mhhmm?

Jenan: Im sorry about everything

Ahmed: Jenan I’ve forgotten about everything that happened gbl why cant you?

Jenan: Ahmed, thank you for everything. Walla you are just amazing

Ahmed: Thanks.

I just smiled and turned to look at the road.

I decided to tell him to go to my house and I slowly sneaked in the house and went to my room. I fell asleep straight away.

The next day I woke up at 1 pm. I was still really tired but I had to go eat lunch with the family and they were all there. I quickly took a shower and got dressed and put a bit of makeup on and went downstairs. Only to find Abdulla sitting and the only free seat next to him on the dinner table.

Chapter 20

I'm sorry I won't be posting for a very long time because something happened and it changed everything. I'm not in the mood to write and plus I'm travelling.
To anyone who is travelling.. have a great time while you are gone :D
Follow: @GGGoneWild            and I'll update if I will be posting anything soon or not!

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& I just shut it in his face. How could he do this? Since when does he like girls like that anyway?! He’s changed! Something must be up. I need to talk to him as soon as possible……

3 hours passed by and he still wasn’t home. Maybe he went to the Chalet with her. I hope not! I was still worried, I didn’t know what to do. Every time I called he would shut it in my face. Well, atleast I knew he was alive. I decided to call Majed.

Majed: Alo

Jenan: Majed I’m really sorry about yesterday oo asfa I haven’t been answering your texts bs I really wasn’t in the mood

Majed: La 3ady 3ady bs are you ok now? Want to talk about it? Shryiich ayee?

Jenan: Uuum I’ll ask Abdulla and then tell you.

Majed: Ok, I hope I can :D Byee babe. I love you

Jenan: Bye;* I love you too.

I didn’t care if Abdulla would allow it or not so I just waited 3 minutes and then told Majed he can. Within 5 minutes he was here. He was wearing his yellow polo shirt that I got him for his birthday and these black shorts. He looked, I have to admit, very hot, with his Ray Bans pushing back his hair. I showed him to the living room and we sat and talked. An hour later he asked me to tell him everything that happened last night. I explained everything and started to cry when I told him about Abdulla pissing at me. He came closer to me and held me tights. He squeezed my hand and told me everything was going to be ok. I couldn’t help but smile at him when he said that. He always made everything better no matter what the situation. After our little cute time, he told me he had to leave because 3nda business. I didn’t question and just let him go. He kissed me on my cheek and left. Just as he left, Abdulla walked in. He totally ignored me and went to watch TV. I didn’t bother saying anything and went to my room. All I could think about was Majed and how he held me tight. I wanted him to be here with me forever. I decided to go to sleep so I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth and hair and changed into my PJ’s. I told Majed I was going to sleep and he called me 3la 6ool:

Majed: Hala 7yaty

Jenan: Heey

Majed: Shloonch 7uby? Sh5bariich

Jenan: 7amdilla im good.

Majed: Sooo sh9aar bainich oo bain Abdulla

Jenan: Wla shay, he’s ignoring me. Shsweela?!

Majed: Ruu7ay il7aiin oo klmeey. You guys should work this out. Walla the way you are with Abdulla is the way you are with me. You are yourself. Go talk to him and tell him you are sorry. & gooleela inna I’m sorry too

Jenan: Mmm ok ok bklma now. Oo bnaam without checking my phone soo goodnight baby

Majed: Good night;* guuleely sh9eer bacher.

Jenan: Okk;* byee

So I hung up and slowly went to 3bood’s room. I knocked on the door and when he asked who it was, I just opened the door without thinking. He was on his bed, hugging his pillow. Not to mention, he was pretty much naked. Bs kan labs his boxers.

Let me tell you something about 3bood. He is tanned with hair full of volume. He is dark bs not too dark and has 1 dimple. His body is, I have to admit, very hot. He has muscles on his arms oo 4 pack which is much more attractive. Oh, and when he’s not himself he just hugs his pillow – naked. I don’t know why but that calms him down for some reason. Adry he’s a weirdo! L mhm…

I knew something was up. I slowly went up to his bed and sat next to him and tried talking to him. He just stared into space and didn’t even blink. I was scared. I moved the pillow from his hand and put my body in that place. I held him and told him that he could trust me with anything and when he was ready to talk I’m here. I felt his arms grip me tighter. He needed a hug. I backed away and began to talk to him

Jenan: 3boood shfeek. Awl mrra ashufiik chthy. Please guly whats wrong. Walla I’m really sorry I did that with Majed bs walla it was an accident. Kiliish I didn’t mean for it to happen. Itha you’re uncomfortable with him 5las ashufa mkan thany

Abdulla: Jenan bs. It’s not about you and Majed. Bl 3ks;* Walla 5oosh wa7d. Bs fee shay thany bothering me.

Jenan: Uuum okk, care to let out your thoughts??

Abdulla: Its about this girl

Jenan: Everything is always about a girl with you 3bood

Abdulla: Sktay and let me continue. She’s amazing Oo I love her bs I know she doesn’t feel the same way y3ny shno agdr aswee? I want her!!!

Jenan: 3bood walla madry shguulk L Y3ny itha t7bha tell her. You got nothing to lose. If she rejects you then are 100% sure you should move on but if she doesn’t well then you live your life happy I guess. Planning on marrying her y3ny?

Abdulla: Janooon ma tfhmeeen!!! I LOVE HER! Abbeeeha to be mine forever. Im going crazy over her.

Jenan: You love her I can tell bs tell her. 3ndk her number aw pin aw shay?

Abdulla: Yea I got her number

Jenan: Yalla 3yl call oo ill leave you to it ;)

Abdulla: Ok aguuliich kil shay b3dayn

Abdulla’s POV

Aaah she smells so good. She looks beautiful. I don’t know what to do. Should I call? Ok ok 3buud you can do this.

I picked up my phone and searched for the person I was looking for

Calling: Janoony <3

Jenan: Alooo.. Haa 3buud you told her

Abdulla: Uuhh la lil7ayn bs knt aby aguliich shay gbla.

Jenan: Yalla go ahead

Abdulla: Jenan, a7biich walla I do. Ma tdreen shkthr I think about you, I want you to be mine and never go. Jenan walla walla walla a7biich ma tdreen shkthr. Ever since we were kids I had a crush on you bs ana 3baly bs kiddy love. Bs now I’ve realised it is true love. Jenan please give me a chance. I promise I won’t ever do anything you don’t want to. Please, I’m begging you L Jenan answer me say anything just anything. 7ta if you breathe deeply bs let me hear something.

Jenan: Uuuum….

Chapter 19

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Sorry it's kinda short!

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Abdulla: Goolay

Jenan: 3bood aby ashoufa.....please!

Abdulla: Wayn y3ni? Trra mabee y9eiir nfs ilee 9ar m3a the policeman today. You are my responsibility now. Itha tbeen let him come her bs mabeech t6l3een mn l bayt!!!

Jenan: 9iiijj??? :D :D :D OMG 3buuuud walla a7biiiik ;*

I ran up to him and pretty much jumped on him & gave him the biggest hug. I BBMed Majed and told him to come to Surra block 4 etc..

I ran upstairs to get dressed into something more decent than my PJ’s. I put mascara and gloss on and ran downstairs as I heard the doorbell ring. I opened it up and greeted him with a huge smile.

Jenan: Heeeeeyyy

Majed: Hala walla. Shloon my princess

Jenan: She’s good :$ Shloon my knight in shining armor? ;p

Majed: 7amdillah im ok. A7iis its been so long! Ive missed you

Jenan: Adryy… it has.

I couldn’t help but smile when I was around him. It’s like he knew me so well, enough to change my mood. He was like my medicine when I was feeling down. `I never wanted him to leave my arms. I wanted him to be with me forever until death do us part!

Majed: Inzayn 7yaty are you just going to leave me wagf brra? Wla I’m allowed to come in?

FSHLA!!!!

Jenan: Yeaa dsh! T3aal.

I showed him to the living room and he sat on the chair that only fits one person. It was weird. I was used to sitting next to him on the same sofa. I sat across the room on another chair. He gave me a weird look

Majed (shouting- bs not pissed): JENAN INTAY LAYSH GA3DA MNAAK? I CAN BARELY HEAR YOU & YOU CAN BARELY HERE ME

I laughed and moved to a sofa next to him

Majed: Ee chthy a7sn now I don’t have to scream so much.

Jenan: Majed trra walla I have missed you so much. 7assa its been 3 years mo shayfiik!

Majed: Shd3waaa 7uby! I saw you just the other day. Jenan bs2liich shay

Jenan: Yea sure go ahead

Majed: Are you ticklish?

Jenan: Hahaa! Ee I am bs only in some places bs ma ra7 agool wayn

Majed: Mmmm so I guess I just have to find out

Before I could do anything he was already in front of me tickling me everywhere. Honestly, I was ticklish all over! I was screaming and laughing & suddenly I was off the ground. Majed carried me over his shoulder and was still tickling me. I was kicking him so much & shouting at him telling him to put me down. He finally did, but actually dropped me on the sofa. I didn’t know what happened after that but I felt something soft but stubbly on my lips. I opened my eyes to find Majed less than 2 cm away from my face. I was in shock. How did that happen? Did he fall on me? But at the worst time, 3bood had to walk in.

Abdulla: Ummm shtswoon? Jenan t3aly dgeega bklmiich

We stepped out of the living and into the kitchen. I knew what was coming

Abdulla: Jenan I trusted you & expected you to be responsible. What were you thinking? Matdreen inna hatha 3aib. I am open minded about you dating bs  tsween chthy 3’l6! Oo when I trusted you in my house b3d. Walla 67tay mn 3ainy Janoon

Jenan: Its not like that

Abdulla: Bs sktayy! Go back to your love J

Ok, this was awkward & scary. Awl mrra he talks to me like that. He was really pissed and I couldn’t help but tear up. I walked into the living room and told Majed to leave. He knew not to ask and make things worse. All he said was that he would talk to me on BBM. I just smiled and closed the door behind him. I ran upstairs to my room and burst out crying. I couldn’t help it! When he said 67tay mn 3ainy it hurt. I felt it reach my chest. The pain felt unbearable and I just locked the door and cried myself to sleep.

The next day I woke up at 12pm. I was scared to go downstairs and see Abdulla. I just sat in bed for an hour checking my phone and ignoring Majed’s messages. I decided I should go downstairs because I was so hungry. I went down to find the house empty. I just said Abdulla and I heard an echo about 4 times. Where was he? I looked out of the living room window and his car wasn’t  there. Should I call him? Im sure he’s gone to get food or something. I sat in the TV room and was watching different shows for over 3 hours. Abdulla still wasn’t home. I was getting worried and so I decided to call him.

1 ring

2 rings

3 rings

4 rings

Abdulla: 5aiir

Jenan: Abdulla waink? Shno hatha? You have me worried sick. 3la 8l tell me wain rayii7. 3buud latswy chthy mrra thanya walla you scared me! Oo itha 9ar shay? Haaa

Abdulla: Ma 9ar shay. Im fine

*In the background* A girls voice: 3buuudii yalla 7beeebyy sdd el telephone. Bsiik 3la ur phone

Jenan: Aha ok sorry 3l ez3aaj! Bye

& I just shut it in his face. How could he do this? Since when does he like girls like that anyway?! He’s changed! Something must be up. I need to talk to him as soon as possible.....